Harry Potter

Last night i was up till 2 am watching the harry potter movies. i started at 2 pm with Harry Potter and the Sorcercer's Stone and finished with Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix at 2 am. 12 hours of Harry Potter and it was time well spent. I'm utterly tired at the moment. i still need to finish harry potter and the half-blood prince book but I've been caught up in a book called The Alycemyst: the Secrets of the Immortal Nicholas Flamel it really interesting.

life has many mistories and im one of them. trust me i am. they say the older the wiser well im not that old and i speak as if i am an old sage(example on My Sharpest Lives: Peices blog). im hungry so im going to eat something and then play some games.

Your Master has spoken...
-ZCF

Pain...

everyone has herd of the word and everyone has experienced it. well i have suffered enough. i suffered five years of loneliness and depression and its all over now no thanks to Lea(Thank You). well i wish it all could stop for me but sadly i have an entire life filled of it left. i understand it all now it is all clear. i have now "Inner Peace". something everyone(i think) wants. well i have suffered and what happened i "wouldn't wish it on my enemy" for what happened it far to painful. Lea this is something you need to understand YOU NEVER HURT ME... i am who i am because of my pain. i am a nice person. even in my state of pain i helped anyone who needed it. but the downside is when i helped someone they never asked if i was okay or if i needed help. i never had anyone there for me in my time of need. well life is chalked full of pain we all deal with it differently well all my pain went it a "Bottle" and i sealed it up never letting my emotions out. only recently it "broke" i let it all out. i feel better about my self i guess in a sense "i got a taste of my own medicine" well i must have been a good doctor. life is life make the best of it while you still can. "Card May Diem"(seize the day). i want no one feeling bad for me i don't want anyone to be upset on my account.

Your Master has spoken...
-ZCF

Where to turn?

I don't know what i need to turn to. I have had terrible things happen to me so many years ago. I thought something my heart told me was true. well it lied, and I can't forgive it. Four years ago I stopped listening to what it told me to do. After a time it went away. But now its coming back and it is telling me something important. Should I listen or not? I don't know my mind has no idea. Before anyone tells me anything I'll say this. I made a choice I would never listen to my heart again. Now the story is different. I have someone telling me to listen and it is saying something I want to happen but my mind is telling me other wise. I don't know what to follow. They always say follow your heart. But I want to and what i love could be in the balance of it all. If I follow my mind the love will turn me away and I will never be the same. The cost of it all seems to great, so I leave it to you to make my choice. Do I follow my heart or my mind?

Your Master has spoken...
-ZCF